an unwanted week

was a pretty horrible week last week.
and that is something that i will never want to experience again.
as my emotion was really fluctuated!

the external factors at work plus the struggles in my mind made the situation worst.
i was almost screamed at someone who really drove me crazy.

i was kind of disappointed that i did not control my emotions well enough and my level of patience was just not up to god's standard...

however, i was lucky that i was in the youth event at church on friday nite.
the jumping, the worship and the kids really shaked all my stress and frustration off my head.

the worship was awesome.

god spoke to me, how my life changed compared to the past and how different i am compared to the past.
he confirmed me that my life will never be the same, as i have invited him to come into my life. no matter what, he will be there for me and guide me in life. i will never be afraid, and i never be alone. and i am always be his wonderful daughter.

thank god for rescuing me ♥